Merry Christmas

May this Christmas be filled
With happiness in all that you do
And may this joy continue
The whole year through
Wishing you a Merry Christmas
And a Happy New Year

Advent and Confession.

Is Advent and Confession month...... This year Advent is so meaningful for me and Paul... and genap 1 tahun sdh we go to Church every Sunday... mmmm.... we had done our confession on 3rd Dec nite at Good Shepherd Church.... Relieve sangat la cox lama sdh tidak buat ni.... and we so looking forward for Christmas.... Thanks god that Paul tidak lagi hangat2 tahi ayam regarding his religion (RC)... I am touched with his effort of learning, listening and keeping the god's words... walaupun masih ada kekurangan but he still trying.... Going to church and praying make quarrel less... disagreement less.... and really opened my mind, i am not that desperate sdh mau 2nd BB ni, and I know what is the reason y i can not bare another child anymore..... :-) ( Thanks god for making me realize...)

CONFESSION

"And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors" (Matt. 6:12).

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just, and will forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9).

"As the Father has sent me, even so I send you. . . . Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained" (John 20:21–23).

Happy Advent

Westlife - My love

Me and husband love this song very much~~ when we still staying at England and get pregnant~~ My hubby decided to sent me Home to Malaysia huhuhuhuhu... and he will stay for a year there...

so home I am~~~ we had separated 1year... until Patrick was 7 months than he came back~~~

This song release on 2000... Paul always sang this song through phone.... so sad... we betul2 coast to coast bah..... reaching for the love that seems so far..
and hoping to c each other again~~~ huhuhuhuhu... betul2 sedih dengar this song ~~~ even now when I listen to this song again, all the unhappy separating moment will come back~~~ :-(
anyway, he is here now~~~ thanks to this song, when we miss each other at that tym ada juga lagu yg ngam betul ni... hee hee...

The Truth

Happy Moon cake Festival...

Raya Holidays.....

Hohoho... lama sdh tidak blogging ni... So, let start with the holidays yg baru lepas ni.... hee hee... Husband holidays started on the Saturday... it was last day of Puasa.. p cari pasar ramadan but kurang sdh pilihan ... end up mkn d KKIA Mc Donald then go to Jln2 at Tg Aru Beach 1....Hari Raya pertama was on Sunday... Sunday means mo p Church, Sunday School and Violin Class... Raya pertama was busy with son's activity... and hubby need to work as well for couple of Hours... So stay at home la cleaning the house ETC.....

Raya Kedua, Hubby packing baju ni... bilang mo p stay some where mana2 saja la yg tersampai ni.... mmmm... that day was Deacon Isidore Gilbert Ordination at St Joseph Kiulu... I suggested to go to Kiulu to see the function/ event... it was 12 plus sdh la... sampai sana we ask people selesai sdh? and they said the new priest was blessing the people, hubby want to go to the Church... but i wore a short pant not so appropriate ni.. hee hee... I thought the church d tepi jln mo tingu dari kereta ja bah.... but it is on a hill.... nice view... asal sampai la... we went to Pekan Tamparuli for lunch... then decide where to go.... hubby said to kundasang... so Jln... in the car he said we go to Sandakan..... Huh!!!! Jauh tu... yg tidak di rancang... I start to membebel sdh d belakang kereta ni.... My youngest Bro called, my dog (Fifi) tersangkut di fence.... i start panicking cox we sampai Ranau sdh ni.... keep calling my bro.... luckily, terkeluar jua Fifi sia ni....relief.. we singgah at Teh Sabah... Round2... my bro call again, this time my pet terlepas keluar rumah..... adaadaa... I told hubby we stayed at Ranau saja la.... Sandakan trip need to postpone to next trip, yg ada planning ckit ni.... he said OK... so we head Ranau... dalam hati... susah hati ni... my dog buat ragam ni... then keep persuade hubby... pulang la.. we singgah at Ranau KFC cox my Patrick start sdh bising2 .... after the meal we heading to Kundasang, dekat dgn sign board Perkasa... hubby ask me 'r u sure u want to balik rumah? ' I said yes.... so home we are.... sampai rumah my Fifi still wondering around ... when she saw us... she went inside the house.... sigh... she was scared with the mercun sound, and when we are not around she will panic.... we let her sleep inside the house... she sleep like death yg goncang2 pun dia tidak bangun sdh.... bikin geram pun ada kasian pun ada ni.... so that was our Raya Kedua day.....

Raya Ketiga, Hubby last off day... we woke up early went to Foo Ping for Breakfast..... Patrick said he want to go to City Mall main game.... when we arrived City Mall kedai belum buka lagi but ada sdh org jln2 la.... Hubby said we went some where else.... we come back at noon.... if not mulut Patrick boleh sangkut barang sdh ni...... hee hee.... hubby punya some where else was the Zoo at Lokkawi.... last tym we were there was on the opening..... so this is our 2nd tym.... C Patrick c buk betul following the map.... yg mcm guide ni... keep telling his father what animal is this, is that..... bla bla bla.... yg seronok pula saya nmpk... jeles pun ada hahahaha.... both of them talking saja... inside the car, outside the car.... then terpikir juga if i have a daughter kan bagus.... hee hee..... after the Zoo we went to Api2 Center for lunch and jln2 at wawasan square... then, as promised we went back to City Mall... let Patrick play his game for 1 hour.... me and hubby went to the book store kasi habis masa...... after an hour we go home.... and that was our Raya ketiga end.....

not so excited holidays but ada juga la quality time happen.... yg penting and important ( ha ha ha ha ha ) Patrick enjoyed the holidays.....so do I.... hee hee

This was the pictures I took... mmmm not many anyway.....

At KKIA...

Mc D KKIA..

KKIA...

Tg Aru beach 1

Father n son

son..

Jambatan Do Tamparuli...

Nabalu...

Sabah Tea

Sabah Tea Entrance

Zoo Lokkawi Entrance

My Fifi....(heroin)..

新月格格

新月格格-xin yue ge ge

I found this book from my collection.. I bought this novel on 97-98, I am Qiong Yao 琼瑶 fan.. I like to read her novel's when I am teenager... As teenager I always borrowed her novel's from the library and the novel are famous.... sometimes I have to 'berebut' ..... I cannot afford to buy hers novel's when I am still a student... hee hee... need to buy other things which is important.... so when I worked I try to buy some for my collection... and i am a reading maniac i can read the same book again and again.... Beside Qiong Yao I also a fan of Yi Shu 亦舒... Qiong Yao talk a lot about Love, fantasy, old time and happy ending... Yi shu more to modern life , down to earth...

INRI -Iesus Nazarenas Rex Iudaeorum

Last Sunday, a friend ( Jane Sim ) asked me what INRI means. Her daughter was having a Sunday school test and asked to find the meaning of INRI in initial and meaning... Unfortunately hee hee.... i do not know the initial and mistaken the meaning :P... so I surf the net and found this....

INRI stands for "Jesus of Nazareth the King of the Jews." The Latin form is "Iesus Nazarenas Rex Iudaeorum." The first letters of the Latin title result in INRI. The meaning is "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews" which was the title Pilate had placed on the cross of Jesus.

The initials, I.N.R.I., are from the Latin phrase, "Iesvs Nazarenvs Rex Ivdaeorvm," (The Latin "I" and "V" is the English "J" and "U" respectively) which means, "Jesus of Nazareth, King of Jews." This was the phrase Pilate penned and displayed over Jesus on the cross.

I trust the WORD OF GOD that the meaning of "INRI" above the cross of Jesus is as follows: THIS IS JESUS THE KING OF THE JEWS (Matthew 27:37); THE KING OF THE JEWS (Mark 15:26); THIS IS THE KING OF THE JEWS (Luke 23:38); and JESUS OF NAZARETH THE KING OF THE JEWS (John 19:19).

I N R I itu adalah singkatan dari bahasa IBRANI yaitu

" Ieus Nazarenus Rex Iaudaerum " or " Yesus of Nazaret King of jews " atau Yesus dari Nazaret Rajanya Orang-orang Yahudi ( israel)..

INRI 是拉丁文短语 IESVS NAZARENVS REX IVDAEORVM (Iesus Nazarenus Rex Iudaeorum)的缩写，翻译成中文意思就是： "耶稣 拿撒勒的，王 犹太人的" （更通顺的翻译：“拿撒勒人耶稣，犹太人的王”）

Karate-do Belt upgrading ( 26-07-2009) - Yellow

Last Sunday, Patrick has his karate - do upgrading... from White to Yellow.... he has joined karate on Sept 2007 when he was primary 1, until this February 2009 he was a blue belt holder... unfortunately, the Karate school was closed due to renting problem, and move to a Kampung Hall at Tebobon.... mcm jauh ni... and the town had another Karate school, so we enroll him to the other school... the style of this karate are different than the last one.... Patrick have to start from the beginning.... he was so  frustrated, and still wear his blue belt when go to training..... the Sensei ( karate teacher ) pun OK saja la.... the teacher has his way to not make the children feel bad of having to start from the basic..... until last sunday.. he wore his white belt again for the upgrading.... don know how la, dia boleh mau pakai the white belt again, cox he berkeras tidak mau change when he is on training... maybe the sensei has their ways to persuade him...

On the day, he keep saying... ' mommy, 'wo pa pa' ( i m afraid)... deep inside my heart, i m worried he cannot do it... so i use la segala kata2 to make him feel comfortable... Then, all the karate students asked to gather for warming up..... maybe of the warming up... he start to feel comfortable, and start sdh nakal dia..... he made it.... lega juga la akhirnya....  Anyway, saya sempat juga la make friend with few parents... I only know Irene and Benedict, the rest tidak sempat tanya... Benedict have 5 children following the class... Irene have 1 daughter who was a white belt holder like Patrick sama2 mau p yellow belt....

The upgrading session start from 9 am and end at 12 noon.... Patrick keep saying he enjoyed the day he want to repeat the day lagi tu..., and looking forward for next upgrading session.... Sabar saja la Patrick.... need to practice lagi la for the green belt.... gambateh....

This is the pictures yg sempat d rakam lah....

Patrick and Angelica, she is primary 2 they came from the same school

 

trying to remember his 'KATA'... tym ni la he start takut2...

 

Stand by

  

Action

 

The Sensei and the student after the test

 

free style...

Gone but not forgotten - may her soul rest in peace

My husband's 2nd sister pass away this morning (08.07.2009)... I am so shock, it takes me a moment to cried out... blur and blank.. after my hubby called me for the news, my nieces, my eldest bro in law too calling me informing the bad news... I cannot control my tears... so upset, and me start panicking, everything all wrong.. My hubby sound the same too...

She is 50 this year, turning 51 this coming sept. We are close since I entered their family... she look like my mother in law.... when I saw her, it will heal my missing towards my late mother in law. She will call me and jeer me for not calling her. she was not good in mandarin speaking, she always talked in hokkien i answered her mandarin, years pass i learned the dialect, though not fluent but i understand.. i use my broken hokkien to comunicate with her than, no more mandarin... early this year before we went back for CNY, she called me and say how much you 'pao' your ang paw oo... make me so geli hati.. i miss her already.. She was so concern for me for not having 2nd children, and bought me medicine and a lot of advice blah blah... she sound like my mother in law too..

Last May, our eldest sister in law called us, informing that our late sis is having a cancer 3rd stage.. everybody heart broken, my husband and his siblings go back hometown to visit her... according to hubby she look ok and the cancer are controlled... everbody saying that dont worry, she is good and everthing will be fine... but only a few months she left us...

Hoe Koay Moay

1958-2009

I took this picture on CNY this year, when we gather at the old house....and let her see this pic , she said so many wrinkles on her face she is getting old.... I tease her she still young and 'sui' ( pretty)... than she laugh... by looking this picture my tears tidak dpt tahan sudah.... i miss her so much.... me and husband will fly back to Penang this friday for her funeral this sunday and will come back next monday... May her Soul rest in Peace ... You always in our Heart....

Heal The World-Micheal Jackson R.I.P

Me and hubby just listened this song and talked about Micheal Jackson last night .... and he is gone this morning..... hubby is big fan of Micheal Jackson, he saw once his concert at Japan around 90's, when MJ still on peak of his career..an amazing shows hubby said, an unforgettable show....

Rest in Peace Micheal Jackson...

Happy birthday Patrick.....

Today ( 23 Jun 2009 ) is Patrick 9th birthday.... every year his father will bought him a chocolate birthday cake which is his favorite.... cake lain tidak berapa mau la... especially on his birthday la, insist betul tu.... me and his papa not very fond with chocolate cake, for me maybe of the slightly bitterness plus sweet.... mmmmm... Patrick likes heavy chocolates bah yg kalau boleh semua chocolates deco dia pun chocolates.... doi, yg saya tidak dapat tahan ni.... anyway, is yours big day.... papa booked 1 for tonight.... i can imagine his face yg pandai glow kl nampak cakenya... hee hee... Happy Birthday son.... mommy and papa love you so much.... may god bless, good health and happy always..... muaah....

this is the cake that i mean full of chocolate.... co ko la te....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK HOE

Happy Father's day

Happy Father's Day

A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you!
Happy Father's Day

愛的真諦

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I like this....

Happy Anniversary Dear Husband....

Today ,29Th May 2009, is My 12 wedding anniversary... fuh... 12 years already Ar.... not long not short either..

On this day , we give to each other.
On this day, our lives come together.
On this day, I promise forever,
To love and Cherish you.
To honor and stand by you.
On this day....
and for the rest of our lives.

Happy Chang Festival - 28 may 2009

竞渡歌　　[唐] 张建封

　　五月五日天晴明，杨花绕江啼晓鹰；

使君未出郡斋外，江上早闻齐和声；

　　使君出时皆有准，马前已被红旗引；

两岸罗衣扑鼻香，银钗照日如霜刃；

　　鼓声三下红旗开，两龙跃出浮水来；

棹影斡波飞万剑，鼓声劈浪鸣千雷；

　 鼓声渐急标将近，两龙望标目如瞬；

坡上人呼霹雳惊，竿头彩挂虹霓晕；

　 前船抢水已得标，后船失势空挥挠。

Sacred Heart....

I like this ...., this is what I see every Sunday in the church of Sacred Heart Cathedral KK..
May god bless Amen....

mothers day and wed anniversary gift

I got this as mothers day and wedding anniversary gift hee hee hee... 2 in 1 gift cam iklan sampoo pula ... bukan pandai sangat pakai... I prefer my old one... but hubby insist me to change... anyway, org kasi as gift ambil saja la... Thank you ar dear...

Happy Mothers day...

Mothers Day
A Mother loves right from the start.
She holds her baby close to her heart.
The bond that grows will never falter.
Her love is so strong it will never alter.
A Mother gives never ending Love.
She never feels that she has given enough.
For you she will always do her best.
Constantly working, there's no time to rest.
A Mother is there when things go wrong.
A hug and a kiss to help us along.
Always there when we need her near.
Gently wipes our eyes when we shed a tear.
So on this day shower your Mother with Love.
Gifts and presents are nice but that is not enough.
Give your Mother a day to have some peace of mind.
Be gentle, be good, be helpful, be kind.
Happy Mothers Day.

My Mother
My Mother, my friend so dear
throughout my life you're always near.
A tender smile to guide my way
You're the sunshine to light my day.
Happy Mothers Day Mom.

My Mother In Law

My memory of you is still with me forever
I will hold the memories of you and I
Only a short time God gave you and I
to share a life together as mother and daughter in law
You gave me so much love
Love I had never had or felt before
Our memories will never fade
some day God will reunite us again
My memory of you will always be with me.

Happy Labour day everybody...

Happy Labour Day and happy holiday too.....

Why a wedding ring should be put on the fourth finger ??

Why a wedding ring should be put on the fourth finger?
Pls follow the below step, really god made this miracle( this is from a Chinese expert)

Firstly, show your palm, center finger bend and put together back to back
Secondly, the rest 4 fingers tips to tips
Games begin, follow the below arrangement, 5 fingers but only 1 pair can't split




Try to open your thumb, the thumbs represent parents, it can be open cause all humans do go thru sickness and die. Which is why our parents will leave us one day
Pls close up your thumb, then open your second finger, the fingers represent brothers and sisters, they do have their own families which is why they will leave us too
Now close up your second finger, open up your little fingers, this represents your children. Sooner or later they too will leave us for they have their own living to live
Nevertheless, close up your little finer, try to open your fourth finger which we put our wedding rings on, you will be surprised to find that it cannot be open at all. Because it represent husband and wife, this whole life you will be attached to each other!!!!!

Real love will stick together forever and ever

Thumb represent parents
Second finger represents brothers & sisters
Center finger represents own self
Fourth finger represents your partner
Last finger represents your children